I have done a great job helping to create 2 wonderful people, but soon they will be doing their own thing and I want to do mine. So, I bought a bus. A BUS!! What was I thinking? I originally thought about a camper van like I had many years ago, then I thought a bread truck would be perfect, but they were too expensive. So now I have a huge BUS in my backyard. I'm nervous about driving it, (air brakes) and turning , nervous about title change and insurance, fixing problems on the road, being lonely, OMG sooooo many things to be worried about..... I never would have been this worried years ago...Why now? I want to drive out west to meet all of you, (RTR, WRTR, ect.) but between the title, tag, insurance, and my paranoia, I don't see how it can happen. Everyone I know thinks I'm a strong woman, but I feel like a scared little girl. Thanks for listening.
I am not "normally" a nervous person. I have been dreaming/ researching about a more "free" lifestyle for many years. Away from the mortgage, elec., ect. of my life. My life BC (before children) was: runaway, traveling stripper, circus/carnival worker, jobs-to-eat-worker and punching bag for (NAME HERE). AC (after children) I realized that life was about more than me. ( I didn't care much for me). But I was not going to allow son to become like father (beater) nor daughter to become like mother (beaten). AC, I grew some balls, got rid of (NAME HERE) and have been raising my kids alone for the past 18+ years as a "normal" working piece of the cogg.